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Fri Nov 21, 2008, 9:03 PM
I regretfully rejoice the end of this quarter. The space between moving back and forth between Virginia and Georgia is always somewhat confusing to me. It's somewhat like the two states are a strange divorced couple and I've been adopted by both of them. There are ups and downs to both places. However, I find myself living in my car more often than living in the space my parents call home. I have no left over belongings in that house and my room has become a guest room. And yes, I understand that this was inevitable but it remains strange to me. The room I stay in is neatly decorated with a bed and an empty desk, which may or may not be there anymore. I have the sneaking suspicion that this will be a repeat of last summer where I lived in my car and became somewhat ragged and underfed. I remember those weeks where I lived off of nothing but apples and water and I hate to come to this again. On the plus side, I'll most likely have two jobs this winter so I might be able to afford more lavish sorts of food.

I hope to make car trips more often and get lost. Maybe go up to Shenandoah and drive through the mountains. I am upset that my passenger is now gone, I'll have to find someone just as willing. And I definitely need to make more trips to Fredricksburg to see my UMW folk. I like it down there because you can walk around at night and not feel threatened. I was so happy to see the leaves falling a few weeks ago and it is unfortunate that soon the trees will be bare and the sky will revert back into that ugly gray.

  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: The Decemberists

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:iconlordwarhammer:
can anyone apply for the co-pilot position ?

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:iconbionicjenn:
Haha. If you are readily available! LOL.
:iconopenmywounds:
i never understood how your parents could neglect you that way... it made me have very little respect for them, and its not my personality to disrespect someones parents ... but most of the time i barely cared what they thought... they didnt seem to care enough what you were thinking and i guess it just made me upset ...i cant imagine how you felt.
:iconbionicjenn:
It's not that they don't care because they do. And it's not neglect I don't really think. It's definitely time for me to grow up anyways. My mom was sad to see me go but I just don't feel entirely welcome. I'm staying in Georgia this summer for that exact reason. However, recently I mentioned something about going out with someone and my dads first reaction was "With a boy or a girl??" You'd think that it would be set in stone for them now but they still think its a phase. It's really upsetting for me.
:iconlordwarhammer:
give me a little notice and i can see what i can do?

--
The Sky is my Canvas, a masterpiece in the making.
The following is rated X. It contains sex, violence, gore, nudity, and one way or another I'll probably end up offending you and pissing you off.
conference calls are my phone sex - Jim Cramer

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